Amberthebanana

I'm tired of pretending everything is okay, when I feel like my world is crashing around me, you mean so much to me, but you are too blind to see it. I want all of you, and to be your only one, but I'm starting to see that will never happen, has all my time and pain been for nothing? will you ever return the feelings that I have for you? so many questions floating through my head, but I'm too afraid of the answers to ask. Ignorance is bliss they say, I would have to agree. sometimes I'd rather daydream my life away, so I couldn't get disappointed and hurt.